I Swear Iʼll Never Leave Again

After a year I ending my romance feelings on you, I thought there was a separation between us. In fact, we are not. Youʼre also seem reluctant to end our story.With new flowers, I thought my unfair soul would be cured, but it turns out, my asthma only wants you. I want to leave everything behind, create a new story, but it feels like I'm lying and cheating on you.The universe wants us but we keep looking for loopholes, making up new stories with the aim of making things up without our story. Do we deny it?The seconds keep ticking by, our story has no dots. The line of longing for you, the hue of yours longing for me. Maybe we need time... Or both of us continue to deny our hearts.I am satisfied with the days of being prejudiced, planting the hope of being with you again, forever. I hope I can be with you throughtout the ages, even if itʼs just being your loyal listener.I thought our meeting was brief after the denial I made. But, the universe said otherwise. It hear my longing on you then continued to bring me to you, helped by time. The greatest thing about time is that it revolves simply. We meet again in this city, the harmony that is suspended over us spreads to color the world.We both together have been traumatized. By touching your pain, all your wounds have become mine because half of me is you. My little soul understands your fear of the scary things you always imagine. Believe me, your fear can melt away with my admiration by every part about you.Quoted from the story of my favorite writer, which represents my asthmatic squeal against your anger, “In the future... If by some miracle you ever find yourself in the position to fall in love again... Fall in love with me.” “Youʼre still my favorite person. Always will be.” I want you to know, thereʼs always be a lesson and sign that you have a chance to felt another way. Not all the love always been gloomy as your past, it can also be as big as the world towards you—the proof is me, I just felt that I can show it to you.I wish you understood the turmoil of my feelings.My hope, always, to be able to fight this cruel world together with you. My biggest opportunity, to redeem the romance that was postponed due to both of our denials.A chance being near you, I wonʼt repeat the same worst thing. I swear, Iʼll never leave you again.

Written by Salwa Safira, A.